by Charity
I woke up angry this morning. This is not new, given all that I've been struggling with during these last few years.
It's hard enough dealing with the fact that I've been deceiving myself about who I am, how the world is, and how life is. I've had numerous disagreements with Mary about how unfair I think it is that she's been spared the kind of pain that I feel. But on top of all this, last night I began to realize that Mary has become the person I always envisioned myself to be.
It feels so colossally unfair, and I feel betrayed.
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