by Charity and Deborah
We're feeling a lot of abandonment right now. Deborah was triggered when we found out that our regular TV programs were pre-empted because of Memorial Day. Then I thought, why doesn't Mary reach out to Deborah? Is it because Deborah's feelings are so entangled with mine right now that Mary would have to deal with me as well? Or is it, as Allegra suggests, that Mary's just too depleted to deal with anybody?
We feel like this little child who never had....anything safe to hold on to, anything safe to leave home from or come home to again. No anchor. Just a big, frightening outside world with nobody safe to hold on to. Not that we had anybody to hold onto at home, either.
Not safe. The world is not safe. The world is big and frightening and not safe.
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